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Monday, February 06, 2006

28... yes... it should be.

Hey! Haha! Not a very exciting day today except that I BOUGHT THE GRAPHIRE4!!! Haha! Finally got it after waiting & considering for so long... But that's $169 gone from my bank account. But it's ok... Met Gin Gin to get back my $100... haha! So that's $69 less from my account... I'm good at consoling myself huh? =) Can't wait to familiarize myself with the tablet... I can finally draw digitally, decently... *beams*

Whilst I was waiting for the bus on the way home, a thought occured to me. You know how some people always say things like, "I'm not tall but I'm not short either..." and that would mean they're of average height, right? And "I'm not rich but I'm not exactly poor..." would mean he/she has a decent income right? But what about things like "I'm not angry, but I'm not happy about it either..."? And "I don't disapprove nor do I approve..."? Is there such a thing as an average between angry & happy? An average between yes & no? It's not the same as an average of black & white coz that'd be 50% grey, strictly speaking. So what does "I'm not angry but I'm not exactly happy either," mean?

Tomorrow another dental appointment. Haha! To fill up the rest of my holes... After that should be meeting Pinky, Princess Fiona & Suming in town. But can't watch movie with them le... at night I going to Mabel's for her brother's funeral. Dunno what time meeting Samantha & Doris still... waiting for their SMS. Oh wells, I should sleep soon... wait tomorrow cannot wake up again... =P

They only met briefly today. And that makes the missing all the more intense! It was almost immediate, the moment they parted. Not even a minute passed by and he missed her already. How can it be?

"I never had a dream come true,
Till the day that I found you...

... I never found the words to say,
You're the one I think about each day.
And no matter where life takes me to,
A part of me will always be with you...

... You'll always be the dream that fills my head...

... Because Love is a strange & funny thing,
No matter how I try I just can't say goodbye..."

-S Club 7: Never Had A Dream Come True

Her mum knew all along, even before he expressed his love! Amazing! Haha! And all this while they were secretly meeting, she knew... and she doesn't disapprove, and she wasn't unhappy about it. But she fears for her daughter's happiness. And he fears for their own happiness & sanity. May GOD help them both...

Love me if you dare... 23:11
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