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Thursday, February 09, 2006

K, for the picky ones, 31's 1 month!

Packing my room now. Haha! It's not as dusty as I thought it'd be... maybe for lack of the human factor. Haha! I mean, it's been unpacked for like 2 or 3 years! Wow, that's very long man, come to think of it... =) As usual, looking through my stuff as I pack... my Energizer Lithium batteries must be used by this year... old photographs need archiving... not-so-often used stuff should be drawered etc...

And then I came across this envelope. My name was plainly written on it. It's still sealed! Hmm... must've forgotten about it when I got home & put it on my desk. So I ripped it open... Now, I seldom say this but, oh my GOD... it's my 21st birthday card! From xiao zhu! That's like, 2yrs ago! I'm sorry xiao zhu... So I read through everyone's wishes and I realised how much I'm gonna miss everyone here... and getting closer to everyone again in the past months isn't helping too... Suddenly, I don't feel like leaving... but that's just a wish that should never happen.

"Should I stay, should I go?" (words from a song, dunno the singer, dunno the title.)

[midnight]

Hmm... met Lianne for dinner. It's been some time since I saw her. Haha! Still pretty, yep! And I forgot how large her eyes were! Like, wow! And her lashes are probably twice as long as mine! Haha! Yep! And she seems to be coping quite fine at SMU. Chit chatted abit at this restaurant inside ESPRIT Raffles City... forgot the name liao. STM. Then we shifted to Cetelé at the basement where she introduced me to some devillishly rich chocolate cake: Chocolate Truffle something something... It's like, one solid block of chocolate umm... *thinks of the word... can't* paste? Paste is not viscous enough... but anyways, it was mmmmm... haha! Can u imagine me eating something shiok then my eyes will close and my face tilt upwards abit, then the tip of my tongue sticks outta my lips and traces the length of them, and I go "mmmm...". Ya... it's that delicious. So we chatted abit more, then we headed back home. That's that.

Thoughts invaded my mind on the way back... Have you ever felt like hugging someone in need of a hug, but don't know how to go about offering it to him/her without seeming like a lecher? How does one (such as me) express the care & concern, and possibly love, to a friend in need? The need is not satisfied most of the time because of the fear of gossip. What is this man... I have no solution. Anyways, I post here because I can. And because it was in my head and I needed to get it out... I don't require a solution but it'd be good if there was one. Haha!

He sent her home today. Saw his "rival-in-love" on the bus. He didn't look intimidating. Then again, you never know. But she assures him she only has eyes for him... haha! So sweet! And he relaxes... and he loves her all over again. How lovely can a girl get? Much more, I'd expect. But this is much more than enough already...

"Clue number one was when you knocked on my door.
Clue number two was the look that you wore.
And that's when I knew, it was a pretty good sign,
That something was wrong up on Cloud Number Nine...

... And the moon is out and the stars are bright
And whatever come's gonna be alright
Cause tonight you will be mine
Up on Cloud Number Nine.

And there ain't no place that I'd rather be
And we can't go back but you're here with me.
Yeah, the weather is really fine
Up on Cloud Number Nine... "

-Bryan Adams: Cloud Number 9

Love me if you dare... 15:25
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