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Tuesday, March 21, 2006

Scared... too much work!

Hello!

*sigh* Just had a project meeting... We've got so much work to do... ok, I've got so much work to do... and the problem is, I keep procrastinating! Shit shit shit! Work's piling up. I need to start pinning insects already. Autumn's cooling everything and the critters aren't coming out. And I need 15 Orders of 45 insects! That doesn't sound very hard till u need to find an insect of a specific order... not easy man.

Bought a bike speedometer yesterday! Haha! And a biking shirt! Total cost: $100. Now, what do I still lack? Let's see: lock, gloves, front & back lights... ermm... cargo carrier? I suppose that would set me back another $100 or so... Shit, I'm like, spending $300 on my bike!

I need internet at home dude... otherwise I'll have limited time to spend in school to do my research... and I want internet to do other stuff too! Wah lau... stupid Optus. Wonder what kinda quality service Singtel is incorporating into Optus... Singtel service so good, but Optus so sucky!

Hai... basically got nothing to write about. Fixed up my bike yesterday, cycled abit around my place, no lights... If I'd known the quality of the bike, I'd have willingly paid another $100 for the Shimano one... So creaky & unstable gear changing... sucks. But oh wells, I'm here on a budget.

Need to go home to do work le. 3 lab reports to do, 1 of which requires the net. Need to pin the long-dead cockroach, and the beetles in the jar... cook lunch... If time permits (which I highly doubt so), I'll cycle around some more to catch some more insects... Bees & wasps I hope. It's a pity spiders aren't insects. There're tons of them around and they're easy prey... I need a net too. Oh shit!!! Everything requires time & money I haven't got enough of! Wah liew...

And the distractions that are my housemates... all fun & laughter & TV (even though there's nothing on) makes it all the more harder to concentrate la...

GOD help me... grant me the perseverence I need to complete my work everyday. Grant me the discipline to study at least 2h on my own everyday. Help me also to continually read Your Word and be close to You. Cast my fears away, Father, and keep me from temptations of the flesh. Amen.

Missing her... didn't wanna hang up... didn't want the night to end so quick. They'll pull through. Yes they will... unless GOD forbids. Simple love. Simple love is all. Simple love is all that is needed.

I love you.

Love me if you dare... 09:04
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