Friday, June 30, 2006
Thursday le... so fast. Steamboat!!!
Today, I had a short lil' chat with Shuxian... We talked about what a crush is. And what like is. And what love is. And the difference between these. It was a really short discussion... 10min or so only. But it reminded me of Asmini. Haha!
Asmini was my poly friend. We used to hang out together alot in year 1. With Cecilia & Ci'An. Sometime into the 1st semester (or was it 2nd?), she asked me out for breakfast 1 morning and told me that she had a crush on me for quite some time already. At that time, I was quite dumbstruck. Like, u mean there are girls who actually like me? Haha! But she had a boyfriend, and I asked her what of him, and her reply kept in my mind forever:
"It's just a crush... no big deal."
Haha! Ya. Some more her boyfriend knows of me & knows she's crushing on me lor. Wah... But we continued being close friends la... until year 2 when she went to another class... Nope, nothing became of us. I appreciate such honesty between friends.
Which leads me to another query. In a situation where u might (but not neccessarily) lose a good friend for being completely honest, or (almost guaranteed to) keep that very close good friend by keeping to yourself, which would you choose? So far in my life, I've chosen to be completely honest. And I haven't lost any good friends because of that. Maybe a couple or so have been distanced because of my decision, but at least I know I've been honest. In primary school while waiting for the school bus to come, I always see this bag with these words printed on it:
"Honesty is the best policy."
And I always thought it was a typo error where it should've been police. O, the limited vocab of a 10 year old. Haha! But now that I know it isn't, I've chosen to stick by it wherever possible.
So yes Shuxian, I've always been honest with u. And always will be. =) And hey, I found the following definitions:
crush n.
A usually temporary infatuation.
One who is the object of such an infatuation.
like v. tr.
To find pleasant or attractive; enjoy.
To have an inclination or a preference.
love v. tr.
To have a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person.
To have a feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person.
So yeah, the dictionary definition of love. I recall having written my definition of love in one of the previous entries right? Well, for the record, my definition of love is sacrifice. If you love someone, you do anything for her to be happy. Yes... I'd do anything that's right.
Has he tried his best to love her? He doesn't have a clue. And he doubts anyone does. But he will continue to love his best! And he'll love her... lots & lots! *muacks*
Love me
if you
dare...
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Monday, June 26, 2006
Gold Coast with my parents! Haha!
Hiya! Yeah, I know... Haven't been updating much even though my exams are over. Did I mention I'm so gonna fail my Arthropods? If not, yeah, I am. But I'm not in the mood to think about that now. Haha!
Mum & Dad came over yesterday. So wacky! Haha! Sue Daph & Vivian waited there with a sign looking for Mr & Mrs Thomas Koh. I went & hid somewhere but kept them in view. Haha! Mum came out and didn't see the sign. Told the girls she was out and they were guessing which one. Haha! Then dad came out & Vivian recognised him and they went up to him & "UNCLE"-ed him. Haha! So funny! Then they talk talk talk, then I called Jared & Max to come over, and then I appeared behind 'em... haha! So lame. But they thought it was fun, so... yeah.
Anyways, brought them to Sunny Banks for lunch, then went Ind'roo, then Rev Michael Tan came over to pick us up at 5+... Went to his place, ate Thai food from a restaurant, chatted with Audrey. Haha! I like talking to her... so funny! K, I dunno what exactly is funny but it's just interesting.
Today, went to Gold Coast with Jared & mum & dad. Vivian daren't drive coz she scared will spoil Jared's car. Haha! So Shuxian also didn't go coz her friend Si Si (or Sze Sze) also coming & she'll be bringing her there also. But anyways, we just walked around, went up to this place called The Spit (as in the geographical feature, not the unsanitary act). Nice view they had there... took some photos, then drove on down along the main beach to Surfer's Paradise le. Then Jared seperated from us then 3 of us just strolled around the area lor. Then papa happy le then we drove back home. That was about 3+. Oh ya, before that went to Habourtown, haha! Bought a pair of brown pants for $15. Finally got myself a pair of browns! Yay! Haha!
Ok, we got home about 4+... The girls were all preparing dinner le... Chinken Rice! Haha! But I went out with Jared to Ind'roo to look at cheapo MP3 players for his car. Got the cassette tape adaptor also. And Varta 15min rechargeable AAA's. By the time we got home, it as like 6+ le. Barry was cooking his chinken liver dish. Damien was making some hard-boiled egg thingy. Anyways, it didn't take long for dinner to be ready. Haha! Delicious chinken rice again! Yum yum! Even dad said it had the authentic Hainanese Chinken Rice taste. Haha! Congrats girls!
Ok, tmr... I'll write about that tmr. =)
Ok, I guess that's all that's been happening so far la. Nothing much. *thinks some more* Yeah, nope! Nothing much. Ok, it's so late, I should sleep soon. G'night!
My oh my... 5 days really fly by... *tsk tsk*
Stupid Joy card ran outta credit... not joyful at all... =( He misses her badly. But current circumstances forbade him to call. He just wants her to know that he really misses her and loves her. Alot. Yes, really... *puts hands on hips* Of course he loves her! C'mon... *touches her nose & kisses it gently, lovingly* =)
Love me
if you
dare...
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Thursday, June 22, 2006
Yay! Exams over!!!
Joy! Oh joy!!! =) My exams are over! Haha! Yay! Time to explore & relax & enjoy!
But today's paper was a killer... like, really killer lor. I seriously think I'm gonna fail the paper. Hopefully I don't fail the course along with it. It's so hard la... *sigh* At the end of the paper, I was just stoning there... my spirit is one of hopelessness. Like, jialat liao. This time die liao. At the 1h mark, I see Cassie leaving, along with a few others. I wondered if they really were that good they finished the paper, or if they, like me, gave up on the paper totally. Like, dunno means dunno le, no point staying in the room so long. After the paper, I SMSed Cassie & she complained it was tough too. Haha!
Aiyah, exams aside. Today so fun! Haha! After my paper, I met Shuxian. She came to sch to put up notices for letting out her place. Then it started to rain quite heavily. We waited at the bus stop awhile, saw John, decided to walk to Toowong. So I parked my bike in sch coz I didn't wanna push it along. Walked home, put down our bags, continued to Toowong. Met Vivian & Sue there, and we started grocery shopping!!! They're gonna make so much stuff today! Haha!
Today's George's birthday... George is DL's brother. Haha! So Vivian is making an Oreo Cheesecake for him. Shuxian's making chocolate cake for the rest of us. Haha! And Emporer Chinken & nasi lemak for dinner! Haha! Yummy! Aiyah, I won't go thru the process la. Suffice to say, the day was fun. Full of laughs & blunders... so funny! And yesterday also, made chinken rice! Really nice lor! And Shuxian made tiramisu cake also. Hahaha! Yum yum yum!!!
Vivian's Oreo Cheesecake!!!
Shuxian & Sue's Strawberry Chocolatecake!!!
Chinken Rice mostly by Vivian, & bits & pieces by Sue & Shuxian. Really tasty man! Totally satisfied my craving for chinken rice. But I still miss char siew... =(
Shuxian's Tiramisu... Her favourite! K, not favourite but she likes Tiramisu. =)
Doesn't all of them look good? Haha! Sorry, no picture of Emperor Chinken... too enthusiastic to rip the chinken apart. =)
Now it's late. K, it's not really but I have no reason to stay up late le. Tmr we're going Carindale & Garden City to shop! Haha! Ok, window shopping for me. Shuxian & I are gonna go Toys'R'Us while Barry Vivian & Jasca would shop for other stuff! Haha! We love Toys'R'Us! Yay!
Anyways, next week will be an activity-filled week! Haha! So exciting! Probably going Ipswich & Gatton... if can, Redcliffe & Harbourtown! But all that requires further planning. We shall see how things go.
Alright, I'm gonna sleep soon. G'night folks! *waves*
He's finally free, but he can't call her to share the joy... nor the sadness. So far away, so uncontactable. When you read this darling, know that I miss u ever so much... *forlorn*
Oh ya! There are people who actually think I'm smart! Hahaha! That's a surprise... I know how smart I really am, so no, I'm not smart. But then, I'm not stupid either... haha! Oh wells, to all who genuinely think I'm smart, thank you. *bows humbly* But I really am not that smart la. So paiseh. Haha!
Oh wells, good night everybody! Woo-hoo!
Love me
if you
dare...
21:46
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Tuesday, June 20, 2006
Argh!!! Arthropods is a killer!
U know when you've finished 2 papers & you're left with 1, you don't really have the mood to study coz you're already in the holiday mood? Ya... And then you go & take a look at the past years' exams questions and you realise that they are killer questions, you start to think you're gonna die horribly? But still you don't have the mood to study. Yeah... that's exactly what I'm feeling now.
Lemme tell you how dead I am. The last paper is "Arthropods and Human Health". Doesn't matter the content of the course. The exams for the past 4 years: 3 sections. Section A: Short Answer... 10 questions, 4marks each. Section B: Brief Answer... 8 questions, 10marks each. Section C (brace yourselves): Essay Questions... 2 questions, 40marks each!!! Like, what the hell man?! Daphne says 10marks for her means 2 pages. If that's the case here, hahaha, I wonder how thick my answer booklet will be at the end of the exam la.
Anyways, I'm just gonna go through all the exam questions for the past 3 years while referring to notes, then I'll go through them again without the notes. Then if there's time, once more without the notes. Hopefully this will tide me through Thursday's paper. I'm so dead I tell u. *shudders*
Anyways, on the relax side, I played Puzzle Fighter just now, just to ease off abit. Haha! No, I'm not guilty. I played with Donovan's daughter in Master Arcade Mode & completed all the way to Akuma then I died, then I continued with her again, then I died again. Then I used Akuma too, and I died again. I'm getting lousy at this game. And then I'm fed-up and used Dan! Haha! Beat Akuma using Dan la! Hahaha! Hilarious! But ya, I completed the game.
Ok, I'm gonna do the mock exams now. They really do seem to be mocking at me lor. Heh. Wonder how Shuxian & Vivian & Amy are today... They went HarbourTown la! Wah lau... I also wanna go lor... *whines*
He misses her so much... can't get her off his mind. He smiles at every memory of her, so sweet, so pretty, so lovely... so far away... so far... away... =(
"Wise men say only fools rush in,
But I cant help falling in love with you.
Shall I stay? Would it be a sin,
If I cant help falling in love with you?
... Darling so it goes,
Some things are meant to be.
Take my hand, take my whole life too,
For I cant help falling in love with you."
-Elvis Presley: Can't Help Falling In Love
"I know you've heard these words
A hundred other times before,
And you've been hurt and so
Your heart has chose to close the door.
Love broke your heart,
And brought you lies.
Look in my eyes,
You'll see a love that's deep and true.
Tender and strong
And all for you,
You can trust this love.
Honest, that's the honest truth.
From my heart
I'm giving you everything.
From my heart
I promise you that I'll be there.
From the soul
I'm showing you all I feel,
From my heart
From the heart...
I will protect you
And respect you
And be all you need.
And when you reach for love
You only need to reach for me.
These arms will never let you down.
They're staying around.
I'll help you through every storm;
I'll keep you safe,
I'll keep you warm,
And you'll have no doubt
You're the one I'm living for!
I'll provide the love you need,
Just trust my touch,
Believe in me.
I'll never make you cry.
Giving all I got..."
-Anoher Level: From The Heart
Love me
if you
dare...
21:38
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Monday, June 19, 2006
ENTM2011 DOWN!!! Yeah!
Hahaha! I'm only left with 1 paper that is on Thursday! Yay!!! *jumps around kinda like Tigger*
AND, ENTM2011 (Insect Science) was easy lor! But I'm both glad and upset... I bet if I had studied more intensely, I could've gotten full marks can! It's so ultra-easy la! Wah lau... But now... *sigh* It's upon 120, and I calculated that if for all that I'm not sure I take it as 0 marks, I'll minus 27 marks la! Wah lau... That equates to exactly 77.5%, which is a 6? And I suppose I WILL get a 6, unless somehow I get 9 points for all those that I'm not sure, then I'll hit 85%, which is a 7! Wow, first distinction ever since PSLE! Haha!
Oh wells, whatever... That's done. And I thank you GOD, for tiding me through this. There definitely are lessons to be learnt... old ones & new ones alike.
Ok, I need to prepare lunches & dinners for the next few days, and then I suppose I'll take a nap, then when Shuxian comes over, I'll start to study. Oh ya, she's coming over to play PSOne, which Damien left here for Daphne to play. Haha! It's not a distraction until someone tempts her with it. Hahaha! And I *bows "humbly"* shall be that someone. Haha! Yesterday she called me a devil, coz I played Puzzle Fighter with her. It was just 2 rounds! And u know what? SHE was the one who tempted me to play with her lor! Heh... Daphne, you good ah? I shall be the devil if that's what u wish... Muahahahaha! *looks around warily* K, I think I sounded stupid.
Yay! Yay yay yay yay yay! Class Insecta rules! Did I mention that 70-80% of animals are insects? Haha! Tell me, how can they not rule? Studying insects has left me absolutely in awe of GOD... In fact, not just studing insects. Science has left me in awe of GOD... I can't believe people actually believe in science but not GOD... *shakes head* What's wrong with u all?
He already misses her when they hung up. How is he gonna survive the coming week? Well, of course he'd survive, albeit with lotsa missing and and... and missing... and mi-i-issi-i-ing... *sobs*
Haha! This just in!!! This is so hilarious! Jared & Max missed their Maths paper! Wah lau!!! How can you miss an exam?! How they miss? Ok, they went to sch at 10+ coz their paper was supposedly at 11. On their way in, they saw a coupl'a friends driving out.
"Eh, where the hell u going?"
"Eh, you 2 never come for paper ah?"
"Ya ya... haha! Don't bluff la..."
"Really! The paper at 8am leh!"
"Huh?! (and all the vulgarities came spilling forth)"
Came home, said it's the joke of the year. Haha! Well, Jared, I have to agree with u. Well, hope u 2 get your MCs and do well for ur supplementary then.
Signing out, laughing!
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"你是我最深爱的女人
你有最美丽的嘴唇
你拥有最动人的眼神
你带给我幸福和快乐。
我是你最深爱的男人
我的爱绝对是永恒
做什么都值得
爱上了一个人。"
-永邦：你是我最深愛的人
Love me
if you
dare...
08:49
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Friday, June 16, 2006
*sigh* Still studying....
There comes a point in time when u feel so sick of studying you just wanna stop and go out & enjoy yourself. And this is intensified when people you wanna spend time with are enjoying themselves already. Haha! No, girls... go ahead & enjoy yourselves! =) I'm just envious. Haha! And yes, that point of time is now. The only description fit for this is: XIAN AH!!!
Y'know, that intuition thing is getting scary. Last night (k, to be precise, this morning) at about 3.30am, I went to bed. I didn't sleep immediately. Something was bugging me. Did I lock the balcony door? Yes... I think I did. But I still felt uneasy. So I thought harder, did I lock it? I was too tired to get up and check. Plus I distinctly remembered locking it earlier on and not opening it again. Ok. So I didn't give that buggy feeling much thought and closed my eyes & slept. This morning at 9+am when I woke up, the first thing that I did was come out to see if it was locked. K, actually the first thing I did was a 30min long wake up call from Shuxian. But yes, it was. Ha! My memory served me well... and this thing didn't occur to me anymore the rest of the day.
Just now at 7 odd pm, Dominic (the owner of our whole unit) knocked on our door and asked if our house was broken into. I was like, huh?! Ermm... no-o-o... Then he said there were several houses broken into today. Haha! So scary la! What would happen if my memory was wrong? My laptop would've been gone! And I can't post this entry. Hahaha!
And just now when I went to sch to buy my $115 textbook, I was thinking if I should take Daphne's whole-day ticket. I had the feeling I might need it but I can't reason with myself how, since I'm cycling. So I didn't. Went to meet Vivian & Shuxian go UQ Lake there take photos & play with the ducks. Haha! Waited for Barry & DL to join us. Then they said they going city by CityCat. Then I was like, *sigh* this is what I need the ticket for... to take CityCat with them with my bike to Guyatt Park. Stew pig... So I ended up cycling from UQ CityCat ferry terminal to the Guyatt Park one to see them off. Haha! Yes, boh liao, but it was on the way home anyways. Yeah.
I think I really should heed this new intuition thingy in future... they're getting sharper by the day. Cool!
"Somewhere over the rainbow
Way up high
There's a land that I heard of
Once in a lullaby
Somewhere over the rainbow
Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream
Really do come true
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
Some day I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemondrops
Away above the chimney tops
That's where you'll find me
Somewhere over the rainbow
Bluebirds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow
Why then, oh why can't I?
If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow
Why, oh why can't I?"
-Harry Nilson: Somewhere Over The Rainbow
Somewhere over the rainbow, I dreamt of you. And you came true to me! And life's never been happier, even though we're ocean apart. The land that I heard of once in a lullaby really does exist! It's in us... this beautiful land... our land. =)
Love me
if you
dare...
18:42
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Thursday, June 15, 2006
Thursday... Sizzler Lunch!
Hmm... as I was shopping for Daphne's chocolate this afternoon in Coles, a thought occurred to me. Now that I feel this way about Z, whenever I see her, I'd be so superficial, since I wouldn't expressedly let her know my dislike for her. But for those who know (well, they'd dislike her too), they'd know that I dislike her & yet, am so superficial when she's around. K, I'm confused by my own sentence structure. Bottom-line, I do not like to be superficial but I'm "forced" to, under circumstances that might haphazard the very-near-future. I do not want to make things ugly or awkward. *sigh* I hate disliking ppl. It's such a sin...
Anyways, that aside.
Today we had lunch at Sizzler! Haha! There was this 2 for 1 Salad Bar & Drinks Bar offer. So that's $13.95 per person, but with the voucher, each of us merely paid $7.
Haha! There were DL, Barry, Vivian, Shuxian, Jasca & me. Haha! It was a nice filling lunch. Winter menu wasn't much different from Autumn's. Just 1 or 2 swapped dishes. Oh wells. Daphne has paper tmr so she couldn't come. Haha! But she said we should go again after exams. Sure thing girl! Haha!
As for me... I'm supposed to finish 32 Chapters yesterday. But I'm currently at Chapter 29. Haha! I should be able to finish by tonight la, huh? Then tmr study Arthropods abit. Then Insect Science again. Monday's my paper... the latter. Thursday's Arthropods. Then I'm FREE!!! Haha! Yay!
The past week or so, I've been sleeping at like 4am, and waking up like 8 or 9+. And I feel quite energized for the day already. So I don't really need 8h of sleep do I? Haha! Yes I do! After exams, it'll be 12h of sleep... haha! Shiok! K, I probably won't sleep 12h... such a waste of life. See how la.
I think my feminine intuition is really sharpening the past few weeks. I've been feeling stuff that happens soon enough. For example, there was once, I was thinking of telling Daphne I only have 1 towel so don't wash our towels at night. But I ended up not telling her coz... I dunno, I didn't heed my intuition? The next night when I came home, the towels were hanging out, and Daph said she just washed it. Haha! More proof? Well, there're alot of things between Shuxian & I that proves either my intuition or our telepathy. Ok, maybe not proves, just strengthens my belief that my feminine intuition is growing. Haha! I can't remember specific examples now. But here's the latest: This morning when I SMS Sue abt Sizzler, she replied ok, that she & Jared would be joining us. So I was prepared to print out the voucher for them le. Then I felt that somehow at the last minute, they would cancel on me. Haha! But I went ahead & printed the vouchers anyhoo... As I was walking to Toowong Village, Jared SMSed me to say that they can't make it coz Sue forgot she booked tickets for a movie @ 1:45pm. Haha! Ok, that's alright. But my feeling earlier was accurate too! Haha! I'm quite convinced of this intuition thing now... but I'll test it some more...
Oh, just trivia: Did u know that beetles make up 30% of all animals (note, animals, not just insects) on Earth? Haha! That's a helluva lot innit? 30%, my goodness... *shakes head in wonderment*
Insects rule man... they really do. Amazing creatures... =)
It's been 6 moths, I mean, months. Haha! =P Time really whizzes by. They're still going strong, yes they are. =) And he's confident this will last... Love will pull 'em through all odds! And GOD will bless them and guide them...
Love me
if you
dare...
20:07
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
And I love her...
So many things I wanna say... it's overwhelming my mind. I can't start... I don't know which one. I'm afraid if I start on one, the rest will disappear. Why do I have such a small mind capacity? *grrr*
Well, they're mainly happy. Ya. Haha! But I shall start on an unpleasant one first. This one's been bugging me for a coupl'a days. Need to get it off... heh.
A certain someone (if you're reading this, you should know yourself. But even if you don't, I'm not surprised.) has such a weird character I simply cannot comprehend how Z (let's call this someone Z ok?) thinks. Usually I'm able to understand why people behave the way they do, but not this time. Z is the first ever to knock me off my feet. Haha! Not in a good way, mind you. But Z appears to be REALLY unfriendly. Well, friendliness comes at times, but you should know that an ulterior motive lurks under that facade. I see it as pure distrust for humankind... and I seriously do wonder why. For example? Well... if I state an example, it'd be quite obvious who I'm talking about. (But I still won't be surprised if Z doesn't know Z-self in this umm... tale?) But I'll state one anyways: One time, I was asking Z about something and Z asked me why I wanted to know. My reply was pretty nonchalant I guess, saying I just wanna know, outta curiosity. And the reply that came was a really really vague one. *pffft* K, I was asking for a specific date, but what I got was the month. Wah lau... of course I know which month la! K, another one. Haha! I'm getting into this... =D Another time, I was asking the time something was gonna happen. Again, Z asked me why? And I was like, what the hell? Everything also why? So I said I just wanted to know again. Guess what? Z's reply: "Cheh!" and then Z disappeared. (how can someone just disappear? Well, I wasn't face to face with Z. The conversation took place on another interface.) At that point of time, I was like, so stunned la! Like, wha-a-at?! Now, I'm not a vulgar person, but at that moment, the word "bitch" just popped into my mind. And me being non-vulgar, went to check up if that word was an appropriate description of Z.
Quoted from dictionary.com: A woman considered to be spiteful or overbearing.
Yes, I think that is quite appropriate. The bitch Z is. Oops! I reveal Z's gender. For those who know Z, you'd know the bitch she is, and you'd agree with me (but you'll still say I'm bad). Well, if that's the way it's gonna be, so be it. We shall see how things turn out in 3 weeks' time...
Ok, got that off me! *phew*
What is love? Humans have been searching for that answer for as long as humans existed. Some find love that lasts throughout their lives; some find love fleeting; some think it's something unrealistic; some seek it all their lives but do not find it; some try to escape it but love finds them eventually and they succumb, even embrace it, ever so gladly.
For me, the definition of love is simple.
"Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres."
-1 Corinthians 13:4-7
Love is the basis of life. Without love, life would be a cold cold place, a superficial place, a hard, painful experience before death. In the context of a special someone, the Bible's definition is more than enough for us to handle. Try living by it, and you'll catch yourself breaking so many of those one way or other. But if you strive to live by love, life would be a meaningful, satisfying experience. Try love today!
And as for me, love would simply mean, sacrifice...
"Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ loved the church and gave himself up for her..."
-Ephesians 5:25
The power of love... astounding...
And he loves her. Maybe not perfectly, but yes, he strives to live by love. Surely you can't go wrong if you follow what the Bible says? =D I love you sweetheart...
Love me
if you
dare...
19:01
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
My poor little darling...
"Isn't she lovely?
Isn't she wonderful?
Isn't she precious? ..."
-Stevie Wonder: Isn't She Lovely
"When I saw you standing there,
I 'bout fell out my chair.
And when you moved your mouth to speak,
I felt the blood go to my feet...
... Baby, I'd love you to want me.
The way that I want you,
The way that it should be."
-Lobo: I'd Love You To Want Me
"Somewhere out there
Beneath the pale blue night,
Someone's thinking of me
And loving me tonight.
Somewhere out there,
Someone's saying a prayer,
Then we'll find one another
In that big somewhere out there.
And even though I know how very far apart we are,
It helps to think we might be wishing
On the same bright star;
And when the night will start to sing
A lonesome lullaby,
It helps to think we're sleeping underneath the
Same big sky.
Somewhere out there,
If love can see us through,
Then, we'll be together,
Somewhere out there, out where dreams, come true."
-James Ingram & Linda Ronstadt: Somewhere Out There (An American Tail OST)
She surely is lovely and wonderful. Definitely precious. And she stuns the breath outta him! But the distance between them will strain their love somehow. But pray it'll be alright, because love can see them through! For all the times he can't be there, he's sorry. But there really isn't much more that he can do... sorry, my precious angel. I love you.
Love me
if you
dare...
19:12
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Sunday, June 11, 2006
I Just Called...
Studying is cool! I like studying! Hey, I really do ok! *indignant* You learn SO-O-O much lor... and you learn to appreciate the world around you. Ok, maybe that's just my case coz I'm studying insects... But yeah, that's how I feel.
I just really HATE studying for exams... there's the difference. Simply got no mood to do so lor. Ultra-easily distracted... plus winter's so nice to sleep can?
Virology was bad. So many T/F questions that I knew were False but I couldn't come up with a reason to say that it's False. Shit... And the MCQs were really tricky! Haha! The scheming Paul not-so-Young... Anyhoo, I finished the 2h paper in 40min? Then sat there for 20min thinking if I should leave. Then Genie (who was sitting beside me) stood up & left, so I quickly gathered my stuff & left too. No point sitting there when you're done right? Know then write answer le; dunno, sit there how long also dunno. Oh wells... *crosses fingers*
Insect Science. 32 Chapters. I'll try to finish going through them all by Wednesday. Then the rest of the days till Monday I'll revise. =P
Ok ok... See? Blogger's a distraction! I shall go back to my Chapter 3... haha!
"No New Year's Day to celebrate,
No chocolate covered candy hearts to give away.
No first of spring,
No song to sing,
In fact here's just another ordinary day.
No April rain,
No flowers bloom,
No wedding Saturday within the month of June.
But what it is, is something true.
Made up of these three words that I must say to you:
I just called to say I love you.
I just called to say how much I care.
I just called to say I love you,
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart... "
-Stevie Wonder: I Just Called To Say I Love You
And it's true! It's really true! I love you! =D
Love me
if you
dare...
20:31
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Thursday, June 08, 2006
Exams... zzz
"Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out.
I laugh myself to sleep,
It's my lullaby.
Sometimes I drive so fast
Just to feel the danger.
I wanna scream,
It makes me feel alive!
Is it enough to love?
Is it enough to breathe?
Somebody rip my heart out
And leave me here to bleed.
Is it enough to die?
Somebody save my life!
I'd rather be anything but ordinary please.
To walk within the lines
Would make my life so boring.
I want to know that I
Have been to the extreme.
So knock me off my feet,
Come on now give it to me.
Anything to make me feel alive!
Let down your defences,
Use no common sense,
If you look you will see
that this world is a beautiful
accident, turbulent, suculent,
opulent, permanent!
No way! I wanna taste it,
Don't wanna waste it away!
Sometimes I get so weird
I even freak myself out.
I laugh my self to sleep,
It's my lullaby... "
-Avril Lavigne: Anything But Ordinary
"Every [boy] wants you to be his [girl],
But I'll wait right here 'till it's my turn..."
-Billie Piper: The Tide Is High
Something's wrong... he wonders what's going on. Something's not right, he feels. But she says there's nothing... Maybe he's just overreacting eh? All the missing is making him jumpy. And all the pressure of exams & what not... *sigh*
Love me
if you
dare...
20:52
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Friday, June 02, 2006
Last day of sch!
Hello! Today was the last day of sch! Haha! But here comes the exams... =(
Nonetheless, I relaxed abit after handing in 2 of my assignments late. Which reminds me, I better email my lecturers & cook up a reason for late submission. Anyways, *sigh* I think my insect collection is a disaster. Didn't label the suborder, didn't label what's in the alcohol, didn't use waterproof ink, didn't use entomological pins... what the hell... I think I'm gonna score not that well... Oh wells... *shrugs* I'm just relieved all the assignments are over.
Yup! Went to watch Da Vinci Code just now with Barry DL DG Vivian Shuxian & Daphne. It was quite alright... followed the book closely enough. Mmm... I wouldn't say it VERY nice but it's a keeper. Haha! Yep... not bad. Ya, anyhoo, I cycled to South Bank to watch with them coz otherwise DG's car wouldn't fit all of us. It was a nice experience! Cycling by the river, cold wind blowing but I'm sweating, cycling without hands for 6km? Nice... very nice. So yeah, cycled back too... and it took me about 15min only lor! Haha!
But now I'm really sleepy... I think I shall stop here today. Tmr need to start studying loh... 1week to first paper: Virology! Shit shit shit shit...
G'night people!
He misses her so much but his phone is spoilt... Tried calling but she didn't pick up his call. Could she be angry? Don't angry ok? *hugs*
"I just called to say I love you.
I just called to say how much I care.
I just called to say I love you,
And I mean it from the bottom of my heart..."
-Stevie Wonder: I Just Called to Say I Love You
Love me
if you
dare...
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