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Tuesday, August 01, 2006

1st day they're gone... =(

Just heard this song playing on my iTunes:

"嘿，不要不开心。我不是要离去…

… 我去去就来你别红眼睛 My love…

…Nothing ever changes 请快乐等待，
等我绕一圈回来还会是那个爱你的女孩。

…"

SHE: Nothing Ever Changes

It sounds like someone is singing that to me... someone whom I miss so much. And the tears just kept flowing down my face... and no, everything changes...

It's a funny feeling when, you wake up in the morning (k, it was past noon already when I woke up) and there's nothing to look forward to. I walked around the house. Went into Daphne's room... It looked so empty... just like how I feel.

Empty.

And thoughts just kept popping into my head. Memories of the 3 of them, together or individually... Oh man, it's just so tear-jerking. I look around the house, and everything just reminds me of her... especially her... especially you sweetie.

To you:

Thank you for accomodating us,
Thank you for bringing us around.

Thank you for studying with me,
Thank you for being my company.
Thank you for dancing with me,
Thank you for hanging out with me.

Thank you for talking to me,
For walking with me.
For being with me
Everyday of my life here.

Thank you for cheering me on,
For pushing me to study.
For encouraging me
When you see through me so well.

Thank you for loving me as I am,
For bearing with my craziness.
All my silliness
You took it in your stride.

Thank you for being my friend, dear.
One so close to my heart.
I daresay you're the only one
who's ever been this close.

And now that you're gone,
You know I'm gonna miss u.
No one's here for me anymore,
No one ever will.

Everything's different,
And I'll miss you always...

Man, this has to be the wettest entry I ever typed.

My darling, don't be jealous. He's only missing her so much. You know he misses u more no matter what. And he loves u more than anything.

Love me if you dare... 12:47
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