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Friday, September 29, 2006

It's not the place...

How idiotic...

I woke up like 11+, went to read abit, then about 1+ I went to lie on my bed to read... read read read (I dunno how long I read la) until I fell asleep. So shitty. Sleep until 4pm can! Don't care... tonight cannot sleep le. 3tbsp of C-O-F-F-E-E!!!

I'm gonna buy a hammock or come back to Australia with one, and tie it in my backyard so that I can lie outside & study. My house just ain't conducive at all. See? I'm blogging! Anyways, a good friend said if I lie outside at night, I probably can see lotsa shooting stars. And I said, where got ppl see shooting stars alone one? Of course is see with your loved ones or loved one mah... and this line that I always say comes up again: It's not the place (or activity), it's the person.

Duncha think that's so true? If you're with someone u like (love), almost no matter what u 2 do or where u 2 go, you'd be 2 happy lovebirds. And somethings or somewheres that you go, you just feel so empty coz it's got that kinda couple-y kind of atmosphere to it. And even though u go with a big group of friends, something (or rather, someone) is still missing. For example, the Ekka. The Fairgrounds looks so romantic lor... can just imagine a couple enjoying each other & being happy playing all the games & stuff... haha! Of course, you'd need a substantial sum of cash too...

Anyways, ya, that kinda thing. It's the person. It's always the person...

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Someone posed this question to me:

"if you(A) had to hurt someone in order to be with someone you really love(B), and disappoint a lot of people, would you?" "B really loves you too" "but [the] situation is different. A and B are tog cos of convenience, no love. but B loves C and vice versa."

How to answer? Haha! There's no right or wrong is there? It all depends on the person. Relationships are just so simple, but can be made so extremely complex.

Brings to mind an intricate spider web (the relationship), simple & beautiful with beads of morning dew stringed all over (being truthful)... but when the dew dries up & the web becomes invisible (lies & deceit), an unfortunate fly (put viciously bluntly, the 3rd party) comes through & tangles up everything. And even when the fly manages to leave unharmed, the web will never be restored to its original beauty. *sigh*

Sheesh, what an analogy. I'm too into my course I reckon. =P

Oh, but the addition of this line changes everything:

"B has a... babyyyy"

Haha! Now that's easy right? C should just back off. Now there's a right & wrong... Now now, don't be sad. It's a big ocean out there! Go for those who don't have babies already... c'mon. The web is already tangled. Leave before the spider (B) comes along & eats (hacks) you up...

"Soon baby, I will cry my last tear.
Soon yeah, I will be over you.
Soon darlin', all these tears won't be here.
Soon yeah, you know that I will be over you
Soon...

One night baby, you won't be in my dreams,
One night yeah,
I'll finally make it through one night darlin',
I won't call out your name,
I won't be in this place.
Soon, I will be over you.

Soon as the mountains turn into rivers,
Soon as the sea turns into sand,
Soon as the sun comes up at midnight,
That's how soon.

Soon all the hurt will end,
Until then I'll just pretend.
Soon... it will be over.

Soon, yeah.

I keep telling myself
I'll be over you someday soon..."

-LeAnn Rimes: Soon

我不傻! 妳才傻。哈哈! *muacks* How he wishes to see the shooting stars with her... underneath the moonlight...

Love me if you dare... 14:11
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