After ignition...

Ok, that's all about the mission. =)

Lemme tell u another thing. Saturday night after dinner @ Damien's (kong ba... mmmmm...), we went to Tony's house! He made DURIAN PASTE!!! Haha! Wa-a-ah... so shiok to eat durian again lor... *licks lips* It was reminiscent of the Merchant Court durian paste dessert... like, just the flesh only. But Tony added some milk & condensed milk... so sweeter... all the better for me! Yay! Wah, it was so good to taste durian again after like, dunno how long lor. A year perhaps? Haha!

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I have a friend... he wasn't especially close to me, but we had our times. We can talk about stuff deep down. I can share some of my secrets with him.

Recently, I've heard news that he was suicidal. And I was like, why? U know how an exasperated why sounds like? Yeah... that. He used to be so close to GOD... He used to bring people around to their senses... He used to be there for everyone... Has he strayed from GOD's word? I know, things happen... and sometimes we aren't able to handle the stress and all. But come to GOD often, brother. HE will carry you, remember?

"There is no problem so big
God cannot solve it.
There is no mountain so tall
He cannot move it.

There is no storm so dark
God cannot calm it.
There is no sorrow so deep
God cannot soothe it.

If HE carried the weight of the world
Upon HIS shoulders,
I know, my brother,
That HE will carry you.
If HE carried the weight of the world
Upon HIS shoulders,
I know, my sister,
That HE will carry you.

HE said, 'Come unto me,
All who are weary,
And I will give you rest.' "

-HE Will Carry You

I dunno if you'll ever read this, brother. But if somehow u do, just remember that GOD is in control if you let HIM. Though I may not understand what you're going through, I pray that you'll always let GOD lead you. HIS grace is sufficient. GOD will not lead us to something and abandon us there. HE will be with us. Like HE did Moses and all the people HE has called.

"And GOD said, 'I will be with you. ...'..."

-Exodus 3:12

For those who read this and know who I'm talking about, I pray for you fervently also. That all the help you've given to this brother, all the love you've shown, GOD sees it too, and your treasures are up in Heaven, waiting for you to claim. I only wish I could be there too, but can only pray for all of you, my dearest brothers & sisters.

And I know some of you have enough troubles of your own already, and something of this magnitude had to come hurtling at you. I know. GOD knows. And I think you're the strongest person I've ever known. Take heart ok? Your strength is GOD-given, and it is there to pull you through times of trouble and heartache. Pull those around you also, that they may benefit from your strength and witness the saving hand of GOD.

"HE can turn the tide and calm the angry sea.
HE alone decides who writes a symphony.
HE lights every star that makes our darkness bright.
HE keeps watch all through each long and lonely night.

HE still finds the time to hear a child's first prayer.
Saint or sinner call and always find HIM there.
Though it makes HIM sad to see the way we live.
HE'll always say, 'I forgive.'

HE can grant a wish or make a dream come true.
HE can paint the cloud and turn the grey to blue.
HE alone knows where to find the rainbow's end.
HE alone will see what lies beyond the bend.

HE can touch a tree and turn the leaves to gold.
HE knows every lie that you and I have told.
Though it makes HIM sad to see the way we live.
HE'll always say, 'I forgive.' "

-HE

*抱抱* 不要一直想我 ok? 我愛妳。

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