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Monday, September 04, 2006

What're u saying dear? What do u wanna tell me?

"When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared,
And I don't know what to say or do.
But the tears keep falling from your eyes,
And I know that times won’t change my love,
And I can't do nothing to keep you.

Oh, I'll give my love,
Oh when I hold you tight,
Give my love through kisses oh so bright.
And you know that I can't change my love.
Take my love all through the night…

As the hours pass away,
You think that love ain't here to stay.
Feel a beat from your chest,
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest.
You dream the future and all you see is dark.
Listen to your heart, baby,
The truth will set sparks."

-Edward Chun: Give My Love

"... And I would never ask you;
I just kept it to myself.

I don't wanna know.
If your playin me, keep it on the low,
Cause my heart can't take it anymore.
And if your creepin, please don't let it show,
Oh baby, I don't wanna know.

Oh baby,
I think about it when I hold you.
When lookin in your eyes, I can't believe.
I don't need to know the truth,
Baby keep it to yourself...

... If you're better off that way,
Baby what I'd like to say (all that I can say),
Go on and do your thing and don't come back to me..."

-Mario Winans: I Don't Wanna Know

Why did you send me these songs? What're you trying to tell me?

I'm a wreck...

K, not really. Haha! I just couldn't concentrate today. Couldn't study, couldn't read. My day's been wasted.

I dunno what to think...
I dunno what to do...

Maybe this isn't such a huge issue in life, but it doesn't let up easily either.

You make me wonder...
She makes me wonder...
I make me wonder...

"You say one thing and there I go turning around again,
Working things over better left unsaid.
Spinning around in my head,
Taking a moment
Too personally.

I have told you just half the words
I've wanted to give you.
Fear of rejection keeps my heart at bay,
Feelings I'd rather not say.
I'd rather have you close
Than never at all.

But every now and then
When my world is closing in,
I feel you breezin' through my mind.
I can attempt to close my eyes,
I can avoid the wrong or right,
But something deep inside
Says my heart wants what it wants.

Baby,
Stay away,
Do the right thing.
I know I should run,
But my heart wants what it wants!
Baby,
Stay away,
Do the right thing.
I know I should run,
You know the heart wants what it wants!

You do one thing and
Then I go,
Always imagining,
Reciprocating feelings that aren't there.
Sometimes I think you're aware,
Your body language, it gives you away.
Maybe I should run,
Turn my back,
Head for the sun,
Feelings left to come undone.

Maybe you like what's goin' on?
Deep inside I know it's wrong.
I know I should run,
But the heart wants what it wants.

It's not even a love affair!
I'm makin' plans with the ghost of what was there.
I've become a desperate fool.
And it's all because of you..."

-Darren Hayes: The Heart Wants What It Wants

I don't wanna run away. 逃避是決絕不了問題的。
But who's gonna face this with me?

You know the really acute pain u feel in your chest when u think of something heartbreaking? It's no wonder they call it a heartbreak eh? It feels like it's being torn, literally... Ever tried tearing raw meat? Say, chinken? Man, if u haven't, you should try. It's tough. And imagine that kind of tearing on your heart... that's the kind of pain you'd expect...

I'm ranting... sorry.

Is she asking him to let go of her? Is she tired of all this waiting & trying? Is she broken? So broken? So broken... :(

Love me if you dare... 21:01
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