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Saturday, November 25, 2006

I'm the stupid fool...

Why won't u just tell me straight out? Why do u always make me guess? Can't you see how I feel? No, you can't... because I don't know how to show.

How could it ever be a yes? I guess I'm the stupid fool to have made such a mistake in the first place. But like you said, what's done cannot be undone. All I can hope for now is that you trust me again. But if u don't, or can't, or both, I can't blame you can I? It's just like Susan Lewis' "The Mill House". Things can never be the same again... between Bob & Fen, between Julia & Josh, between you & me... things can never be the same again...

*sigh*

Meanwhile, for those who have the same chest pains I have, here's something a very concerned person dug up for me... =)

"Precordial Catch Syndrome (PCS) is the most common cause of recurring chest pain. It is also sometimes known as "a stitch in the side" or "Texidor's twinge". It occurs most often in children and teenagers, but does persist into adulthood as well...

... This extremely sharp pain causes a person to not want to move or breathe. This is where the "catch" part of the name is derived. Any movement or breathing only seems to intensify the pain...

... While doctors aren't sure of the actual causes, they are sure that it poses no danger. They believe it to be a completely benign condition and is most certainly not cause for alarm...

... In the meantime, you can rest assured that your extremely painful, stabbing feeling is completely normal and only a "minor inconvenience". And remember, the key to getting rid of the pain quickly is to just work up the courage to take that deep breath, scream in pain, and be done with it."

For the full article, go to this website. Cheers!

And if someday u grow tired of me (don't say you will never coz you never know), just go. I don't deserve you... at all...

Love me if you dare... 00:04
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