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Monday, November 27, 2006

Your Smile...

I can't do anything if I don't know anything right? If I didn't know a cup of coffee was bitter, I'd just not add sugar. And then the drinker will spit it out immediately coz it's not to taste.

What am I talking about?! *bleah* Shit...

Rather know & be hurt than not know & be happy? Where got such thing one?

Y'know, I was kinda considering giving up blogging... not because of a particular reasons. Oh man... I'm not in the right mind. What am I talking about? AH-H-H-H!!!

*pause* *breathe*

Ok... *thinks*

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我不是木頭!!!

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It was 5 months ago. History. Not valid anymore. It's no excuse I know... Like I said, I must've been a fool to have done that... Man, I don't even know how... All I can say is, I'm sorry... and all I can try to do is what I've said I would try. I won't regret. But you'll regret if I don't try to do what I wanted to. It's not that hard y'know? It's been quite some time already, in fact. And your theory doesn't apply to me. My theory applies to me. Maybe it's the fact that I'm a guy? Guy, girl... too different. Seems like I'm not much different from the general guy after all... =(

Anyways, yeah. I'm proceeding with my theory. We shall see how things turn out alright?

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"Life turned so cold when you ignored me.
The world fell silent around me.
Time seemed to pause for me.
Your smile evaded me.

That's when I realised

I've grown accustomed to you.
All the while I'm looking at you,
I just want to hold you,
And to see your smile on you.

If I ever make you cry,
If I hurt you so much,
If I've been insensitive
Selfish and proud,
Please find it in you to forgive me,
Coz my darling, I can't imagine
My life without your smile.

I never meant to hurt you,
Tell me what can I do?
I never wanna leave you,
Tell me what should I say?
I never wanna let you go,
Coz your smile, it will not stay.

All I wanna do
Is the best I can for you.
All I wanna say
Is "I love you" everyday.
All I wanna see
Baby, always, is your smile.

I am such a wretch,
Undeserving of your love.

Yet, I want to be your support,
Your shoulder to cry on.
I want to be your confidante
When problems knock on your door.
I wanna be the man you run to
Whenever you're afraid.
I want to be your best friend
When you've done something great!

I want to be the one who sees your smile,
The one you fell in love with.

So help me to love you
The way you love me,
The way you believe I do,
Lest I never see your smile again."

-Me: Your Smile

Help me be the love of your life...

Love me if you dare... 00:58
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