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As of September 2008,
in descending order of obtainability and desirability:

1. A dSLR... Nikon or Pentax?
2. A dry cabinet for my expanding camera collection
3. A super fast prime lens
4. A dual-suspension, disc-brake mountainbike
5. A compact camera with manual functionality
6. A Blu-ray laser
7. A Medium Format camera


*poof*
Thursday, December 07, 2006

Not worth it...

"You made me feel so loved...
You made me feel you're different."


Different...


I ain't that unique after all, am I? All these years of building up my image as someone different... I always have to be different. I do things different, I feel things different, I see things different, I talk different, I even try to think different.

So even after 8 years of extroverted behaviour, craziness, spontaneity, lameness, loving, caring abit more extremely, patience, good temper, giving in (being trampled upon), going with the flow, standing out, standing up, voicing out, being there, I'm still just like everyone else. A jerk. A worthless, useless, stupid, don't-know-any-better, bloody jerk, just like all the other jerks out there.

ISFP... Introverted Sensing Feeling Perceiving.

Do I fit any of these? Coz apparently I'm an ISFP.
Introverted? Am I?
Sensing & feeling? I'm a block of wood...
Perceiving? Life is 10% logic, 90% perception. Right now, I dunno what I'm perceiving...

Thank you... but I'm so not worth it...

Sorry...

“不要问我一生曾经爱过多少人,
你不懂我伤有多深。
要剥开伤口总是很残忍,
劝你别作痴心人,
多情暂且保留几分。

不喜欢孤独,卻又害怕两个人相处,
这分明是一种痛苦。
在人多时候最沉默,笑容也寂寞。
在万丈红尘中 啊~ 找个人爱我。
当我避开妳的柔情后,泪开始堕落。

是不敢不想不应该,再谢谢妳的爱。
我不得不存在 啊~ 像一颗尘埃,
还是会带给你伤害。

是不敢不想不应该,再谢谢妳的爱。
我不得不存在 啊~ 在妳的未来,
最怕这样就是带妳永遠的伤害。”

-刘德华:謝謝妳的愛

U always say u still love me. I never doubted you. But if u cannot take it, please go away. I hate to hurt u. I can't bear it. I hate myself...

Love me if you dare... 01:59
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