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Thursday, December 21, 2006

Post-camp happenings...

Heys!

Camp was fun! Fun fun fun! But that's what everyone says, so I shan't elaborate on the fun.

Counter-intuitively, I felt further from people during this camp instead of closer. Of course, everyone had enormous doses of fun & games & GOD. But on a personal level, I was mostly on my own. Maybe I exuded an aura that wards people off? Maybe my face looked as if I were deep in thoughts? Maybe I just wasn't as well-liked as I (as well as most people) thought I was. *shrugs* Now, I'll bet my head that there'd be some exclamations of disagreement but the truth is the truth u know? No matter how u disagree, it can't be changed. Oh wells, so be it.

Of course, there were a couple of people who came up to chat with me la. People like Fiona, Freda, Esther, Weiting, Huiying, Huixing, Sinying, Qiying... Thank you all for accompanying me. Whether out of pity or boredom or whatever, I appreciate the brief company. =)

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Post-camp, stayed over at Shawn's place for cocktail again. Haha! This time, instead of the usual Simin, Doris & myself, Zhiwei made it too! Ian was ultra-hyper that night la. Jiashan was seriously worried he will have a nightmare & keep her awake the whole night. Haha!

Anyways, we watched "Stealth" and had a couple of drinks. Absolut Vanilla totally sucks neat! *bleah*

"Helen the Baby Fox" was a weird show. Haha! Quite a slow story but ended up quite touching. Not bad la... Mmmm... *ponders* "Garfield 2" also quite funny. Wah, actually this week watched quite alot of shows. Haha! 3 in 3 days! Yep!

Hmm... what else have I done? Shopped for a cordless phone so I can use at home & bring back with me to Brisbane too, bought materials for kite-making & flying, which I will be organising soon... intend to buy the Full-Sized Flexible Keyboard so I have the number pad and quieter typing, a USB light so I can work in the dark, DVI-RGB cable so I can connect my laptop to most TVs. I also want to buy the Leatherman Charge XTi. Cheapest I found was at army market, selling for $180. But that's if I have money la. Haha!

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"It's like a spider web."
"Ya, it is. The more you struggle, the more tangled you become...
... so you should just not move."
"And then the spider will come & eat me."
"There's no spider in this case. Abandoned web."
"Heh..."

Sometimes, things will sort themselves out somehow. As the saying goes, 船到橋頭自然直。If we try to take things in our own hands, the boat might just capsize. Haha! K, not making much sense here. All I wanna say is, sometimes, life throws problems at us that we can't really do anything about. All we can do is wait it out.

"The chemistry's different already."

HCl (aq) + NaOH (aq) -----> NaCl (aq) + HOH (l)

How can salt water become a mixture of hydrochloric acid and sodium hydroxide? If can, then the sea will be a constant chemical reaction of acid and base. If HCl & NaOH are not allowed to react, the relationship between them will be just that: HCl & NaOH. Things change when both chemicals react. And when there are changes, things will never be the same again. Almost no matter what you do, things cannot go back to their original state.

Things cannot go back to their original state...

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"Our day will come
And we'll have everything.
We'll share the joy
Falling in love can bring.

No one can tell me
That I'm too young to know
I love you so
And you love me.

Our day will come
If we just wait a while.
No tears for us -
Think love and wear a smile.

Our dreams have magic
Because we'll always stay
In love this way.
Our day will come."

-Ruby and the Romantics: Our Day Will Come

I love you. Even though things come between us, and I'm a stupid thing, and I'm many a times a wooden block, I still love you. And if that's not enough, my life I'm willing to give for you. My body is yours... Our day will come. Just you wait. =)

Love me if you dare... 00:56
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