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Thursday, March 15, 2007

Ever wondered?

Have you ever wondered about the existence of a parallel universe? If you have, do you ever wonder what it would be like if you had been in another one of the million parallels by choosing another choice, at the point where 1 universe splits into 2 parallels? And then further in the future of that universe, what would yet another universe be like had you made a different choice at the split again... and so on and so forth.

Recently, I imagined myself in a situation whereby I had chosen to go into the Arts instead of Science. Where would I be today? Would I have still come to Australia? Would I be in Singapore and never known all of the friends I made here? Or would I have somehow gotten to know those who matter to my life through some other mysterious means? Maybe I'd have come to know some bad company & been led astray... then I wouldn't be so unvulgar in my posts. Then again, maybe I'd have been led to a very GODly community and become a better person.

Infinite number of "maybe"s, but what does it matter? What matters is the here & now. When we make the choice that splits our universe, we are committed to whichever universe we follow.

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Anyways, I got my LG 1GB thumbdrive! Yay! See! Nice nice wor! Hahas!

But the sliding thingy is kinda flimsy, I have to admit. Pretty plasticky, might-break-anytime feeling... But at $24.90, ok la... ok right? Ok... *nods*

Oh, I also got me a 512MB Sony MicroVault Tiny. It's $19.90 and it's small & cute & most importantly, it's PURPLE!!! Wheeeeeee!!!

Zhiwei's got the 1GB blue one I think. Haha! Last time COMEX he ask Zhixiang buy one ah... Oh wells, I just bought it coz it's purple. Nothing else...

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Why is it that I can't seem to concentrate on my work until the dateline's drawing too near for my liking? Procrastination is a disease that infects almost all students! Unfortunately, cleverness & wisdom isn't. I need to cure myself of this deadly disease. And I know the answer!!! Yay! Unfortunately (again), the disease is winning...

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I'm so bored... and so unmotivated... so much that I'm relying on eating chocolates to try & lift my spirits... which doesn't seem to be working as well as it used to. What's missing in my life?

What's missing in yours?

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I've got 2 songs today... haha! 1 chinese & 1 english.

"我爱的你呀，我爱的你，
你在哪里呀，在哪里？
我爱的你呀，我爱的你，
你在哪里呀，在哪里？

往日的甜蜜化为一丝丝。
滴滴重复在睡梦里。

我爱的你呀，我爱的你，
你在哪里呀，在哪里？
我爱的你呀，我爱的你，
你在哪里呀，在哪里？

我回想啊，我叹息。
啊~ 我盼望！
啊~ 又着急！
旧时的欢乐不再来。
我爱的你呀，在哪里？

我爱的你呀，我爱的你，
你在哪里呀，在哪里？
我爱的你呀，我爱的你，
你在哪里呀，在哪里？"

-邓丽君∶《爱的你呀何处寻》

"As long as stars shine down from heaven,
And the rivers run into the sea,
Till the end of time forever,
You're the only love I'll need.

In my life you're all that matters,
In my eyes the only truth I see.
When my hopes and dreams have shattered,
You're the one that's there for me.

When I found you I was blessed,
And I will never leave you, I need you.

Imagine me without you...
I'd be lost and so confused.
I wouldn't last a day, I'd be afraid,
Without you there to see me through.

Imagine me without you,
Lord, you know it's just impossible.
Because of you, it's all brand new,
My life is now worthwhile.
I can't imagine me without you.

When you caught me I was falling;
Your love lifted me back on my feet.
It was like you heard me calling,
And you rush to set me free.

When I found you I was blessed,
And I will never leave you, I need you.

I can't imagine me without you."

-Jaci Velasquez: Imagine Me Without You

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Yet, I still wonder...

Imagine me without you... I'd be lost & alone, I'd be loveless & dry. I'd be grey & brittle, I'd be a shell of a human. Happy anniversary darling... I love you.

Love me if you dare... 19:31
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