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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

Stupid people...

I'm angry... *frowns*

K, that is such a weird way of saying it. But anyhow, it does convey my feelings specifically.

The issue at hand is that of my being late for lecture coz of me being a cheapskate. How sucks can I get man... *pffft* This morning I awoke at 7am, then snoozed abit till it was about 7:15am, or something like that. Got up, used the toilet, washed up, Edwin was still around, had breakfast, Edwin left the house, went to toilet again, packed my bag, changed, and it was early... like 7:50am. So I decided to take a short short powernap before leaving home & taking the bus. Max was awake so I asked if he had class at 9 too, he said ya. I asked if maybe I could hitch a ride with 'em, he said they were gonna service the car before that so maybe I should go myself. Ok, cool. I'm fine with that. So I went for my nap.

At 8:10am, he came in and saidgo along with them lor... Jared will drive me. Then after all the cars are in the service centre, Ben will come pick all of us to sch. I had a bad feeling about this but it wasn't strong, so ok, I went ahead. And as the journey went on, the feeling got stronger & stronger. In the end, I expected to not be able to reach on time because this is a bunch of slackers I'm hanging out with. I mean, they don't really care if they miss class or if they're late or anything. So yeah... tough luck. I'm on the same "boat" as them now. And as it turns out, 8:45am, Ben still hasn't arrived. Apparently he just left home or something. Then Max called one of their classmates, and they found out that they didn't actually have class at 9... it was just a consultation session & they could choose not to turn up. Great... now I'm stuck with a bunch of people who couldn't care less about class, AND didn't have lessons at the same time as me. Why am I here? If I just took the bus, I'd even be early lor.

I want to emphasize that at this point, vulgarities were forming in my head... For those who know me, you know how pissed I was. And yet, I had to keep up a smiling face for the sake of peace. This sucks... Whilst waiting for Ben to come, I quietly swore to myself I will never hitch a ride to school again, even if I had to take a cab... in which case, I'd most probably not even go to school.

Ben finally made it at 9:15am. So he drove me & Max to sch whilst Eric & Wessley waited for Jared's car to be serviced. I suppose Max came along so it wouldn't be too awkward between me & Ben. Now I've become a liability to the group because I was the only one with class, otherwise they'd all be able to hang out together & have breakfast & what not. Shit man... Never, I say again, never am I gonna hitch a ride to school again...

K, this shall end here.

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I really need to buck up on my work man. From now on, I'll be missing alternate lectures on PARA3001 & BIOL3011 coz these 2 courses clash. I might get Katie or Lizzie or Jody to keep a set of notes from PARA3001 for me for the times that I miss lecture. And hmm... as for BIOL3011, I suppose I could get Denise or Eugene... though I don't know them all that well... We'll see how things go.

As for today's lecture, I'm only in there for like 20min or so lor... I need to read & understand the first half of the lecture I missed now. And then start on my report for the snails due on Friday... and if possible, also to start on my 45min presentation on the Order Mantodea. Gosh... and I volunteered to get snacks for OCF this Friday... Man, I better plan my time well...

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Whenever I hear a piano piece, you float gently into my mind's eye. You'll be playing on the piano with those beautiful hands of yours... Your soft & smooth hands on the keys of one of the purest musical instruments... it's just heaven. It's such a wonderful picture.

"Just you and I
Sharing our love together.
And I know in time,
We'll build the dreams we treasure.
We'll be all right, just you and I.

Just you and I,
Just you and I
Sharing our love together.
And I know in time,
And I know in time,
We'll build the dreams we treasure.

We'll be all right,
Just you and I.

And I remember our first embrace,
That smile that was on your face,
The promises that we made.
And now, your love is my reward,
And I love you even more,
Than I ever did before.

Just you and I,
Just you and I
We can entrust each other,
With you in my life,
With you in my life,
There'll never be another.

We'll be all right,
Just you and I.

We made it, you and I."

-Crystal Gayle & Eddie Rabbit: Just You And I

And I miss you sorely... I really want to be by your side. I want to be there for you whenever & wherever... I miss you dear... I miss u... *sob*

Love me if you dare... 08:26
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