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As of September 2008,
in descending order of obtainability and desirability:
1. A dSLR... Nikon or Pentax?
2. A dry cabinet for my expanding camera collection
3. A super fast prime lens
4. A dual-suspension, disc-brake mountainbike
5. A compact camera with manual functionality
6. A Blu-ray laser
7. A Medium Format camera
*poof*
Sunday, May 13, 2007
Down in the dumps.
Ever get the kind of feeling that you just wanna be left alone to wallow in self-pity and confusion and frustration and sadness...
... and... confusion? Yet, at the same time, you want someone to be there for you for GOD-knows-why? Because you know that you wanna be left alone, but you still wanna have someone to be your company...
What am I talking about... *pffft*
That sounds really selfish... and unreasonable... and crazy. But it sounds like something I would do for a friend who's feeling like that. I'm a selfish, unreasonable, crazy toot! And I need a selfish, unreasonable, crazy toot to stay beside me when I'm in one of those selfish, unreasonable, crazy moods. YET, I still wanna be left alone... ARGH!!!
Grrrr...
I want an iPod so I could go to the bridge and just sit there for a night and listen to sad (or in Mel's, Jun's, Ren's & Vic's words: emo-) music and anyhow think... maybe cry... maybe laugh... maybe die (and get killed again by someone).
Down in the dumps is where I wanna be... yeah.
Dirty, cold, wet, lonely...
"... I think he is really ready to go."
Am I? Look at me... Hardy-har-har...
"you're not the decent honest person everyone thinks you are. that's just the image you portray."
I have a pretty good idea who said that. I do not deny that, actually. Everyone's got 2 sides... I'm sorry if you've seen more of that side than this...
Confused...
I cannot understand! I cannot seem to communicate anymore! What's happened to me? What's happened to us? *sob* Shit shit shit shit... GOD save me!
Love me
if you
dare...
10:24
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