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Thursday, May 10, 2007

Missing you...

Time and distance definitely strains a relationship... especially one where constant physical contact and meeting up equates to assurance.

How do you assure someone that you love her? What can you do to let her know she's always on your mind? What can you say to let her know how much you love her?

And then, how do you know when a relationship sours? How can you tell when all that remains in the relationship is committment? Where is the love? Was it even there to start with? What's love? Is committment all that holds so many marriages together? Is love a neccessary clamp after marriage? Or is committment the permanent glue? What's the difference?

People always say, during courtship, the guy will be SO attentive, so caring, so... perfect? And then comes engagement and marriage, and the guys will just become nonchalant, ignorant, insensitive, a total bastard. Why is that? Why can't guys be just as they are as when they're trying to win a girl's heart? Hmm? Bloody guys.

Am I like that? Shit... I hope not. Please not let me be like the average guy...

"She's always on my mind,
From the time I wake up
Till I close my eyes,
She's everywhere I go,
She's all I know.

And though she's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday.
And even now she's gone,
I'm still holding on.

So tell me where do I start?
'Coz it's breakin' my heart.
Don't wanna let her go.

Maybe my love will come back someday,
Only heaven knows.
And maybe our hearts will find a way,
But only heaven knows.
And all I can do is hope & pray,
'Coz heaven knows.

My friends keep telling me
That if you really love her,
You've gotta set her free.
And if she returns in time,
I'll know she's mine.

'Coz heaven knows
Why I live in despair.
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know she's never there.
And all the time I act so brave,
I'm shakin' inside.
Why does it hurt me so?

Heaven knows... heaven knows."

-Rick Price: Heaven Knows

I miss you lots too. Really really... Maybe we're going through some bumps right now, but if we can pull through all of these, I'm sure we'll come out stronger. *nods* *hugs*

Love me if you dare... 17:45
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