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Tuesday, August 28, 2007

Going Home...

Sometimes I BLOODY hate Blogger can! I typed ALL morning and the post just gets auto-saved over just when I accidentally deleted the whole entry. Bloody bloody Blogger... menstrual bloody, torture bloody, hell bloody... GRRR!!!

Anyways, I typed a helluva lot of things just now... I'm not gonna remember, nor am I gonna bother retyping everything out again. Shit, I feel like scolding the F word. Shit shit shit shit shit!!!

Anyways, the gist of things are as follows:

-I debated over going back to Singapore and I'm leaning towards it.
-I'm gonna miss the people here more than I already miss the people back in Singapore.
-So why am I still wanting to go back?
-I can feel Karen opening up a little to me, and I'm thankful for that.
-These are the people I'm gonna miss when I go back to Singapore: Karen, Jun, Vic, Feli, Emily, Debbie, Tiffany, and especially Mel.
-I wanna deepen other relationships both in OCF & in convo class.
-Had a nice talk & walk with Karen to get groceries.

So yeah. That's it. Oh, and to Debbie: I can help u get ur frames now if you trust me enough to pick one for u. Haha!

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I was saying that I didn't wanna go back, yet I wanna go back. Shit, it was so emotional, and now, this message is totally ruined by the anger in me. The anger that I didn't save a copy of all that I typed before I made any changes. Bloody idiot.

Sorry. Ya, I was saying I hate to see u so upset, because it wrenches my heart too. But hey, what can I do? I can't even control my anger... how to soothe u? What a shitty guy I am. (K, that wasn't in the previous attempt to post.)

And I had 2 songs, which I really can't be bothered to find the lyrics & post them out now. Shit. I hate it when I feel this way.

=(

Anyways, the 2 songs are "If You Were Mine" by Cyndi Thompson and "Two Less Lonely People in the World" by Air Supply. These are dedicated to the one I love.

Love me if you dare... 10:19
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