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Saturday, October 13, 2007

Purest of Pain...

*sigh*

Feel like dying. I really need to get out of Singapore.

So many things remind me of us...

Today we went to Singapore Post for dinner after xiaozu. At the Kopitiam, guess what? I saw Carona Chicken. And I remembered that your sister loved that, and you always buy that for her for lunch. And you know this pain, it just pierces me... Yes, I'm quite sure you know this pain. Because it's the exact same thing you went through half a year ago... and I wasn't even there for you.

As I was bathing just now, I can't help but wonder if I should even salvage a friendship between us. Probably not because there's just too many bitter-sweet memories between us.

I'm sorry...

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to call you
But I coudn't fight it,
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it,
And so I surrendered just to hear your voice.
I know how many times I said
I'm gonna to live without you.
And maybe someone else is standing there beside you,
But there is something baby, that you need to know.
That deep inside me I feel like I'm dying.
I have to see you, it's all that I'm asking...

Vida*, give me back my fantasies,
The courage that I need to live,
The air that I breathe.
Carino mio**, my world's become so empty,
My days are so cold and lonely,
And each night I taste
The purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day,
That it didn't hurt me when you walked away,
But to tell you the truth, I can't find my way.
And deep inside me I feel like I'm dying,
I have to see you, it's all that I'm asking..."

Son By Four: Purest of Pain

* vida: I tried searching for the meaning of "vida" but only Spanish made sense. Hence, in Spanish, "vida" means "life".

** carino mio: Same thing... but apparently Babelfish doesn't have a Spanish translation. Hence, in Italian, "carino mio" says "pretty my", which probably means "my pretty". *shrugs*

"我无法帮你预言
委曲求全有没有用，
可是我多么不舍
朋友爱的那么苦痛。
爱可以不问对错
至少有喜悦感动。
如果他总为别人撑伞，
你何苦非为他等在雨中？

泡咖啡让你暖手，
想挡挡你心口里的风，
你却想上街走走
吹吹冷风会清醒的多。
你说你不怕分手
只有一点遗憾难过
情人节就要来了，
剩自己一个。
其实爱对了人，
情人节每天都过。

分手快乐，祝你快乐，
你可以找到更好的。
不想过冬，厌倦沉重，
就飞去热带的岛屿游泳。

分手快乐，请你快乐，
挥别错的才能和对的相逢。
离开旧爱像坐慢车，
看透彻了心就会是晴朗的。

没人能把谁的幸福没收。
你发誓你会活的有笑容。

你自信时候真的美多了。"

-梁靜茹：分手快樂

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