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As of September 2008,
in descending order of obtainability and desirability:

1. A dSLR... Nikon or Pentax?
2. A dry cabinet for my expanding camera collection
3. A super fast prime lens
4. A dual-suspension, disc-brake mountainbike
5. A compact camera with manual functionality
6. A Blu-ray laser
7. A Medium Format camera

*poof*
Saturday, November 10, 2007

Carnage

I think I might have found out the unconscious reason why I really really wanna go back to Australia to work... and to stay there... It is to escape the almost daily psychological, mental and emotional carnage that is my family... a daily grind.

Tonight, the spark plug for this explosion was the printer. Mum wanted to install the printer on the computer, so obviously the com needed to detect the printer. Sis took it into her room some time ago coz no one was really using it outside... so now my mum wanted her to bring it out so she could connect it. Is there anything wrong with that? No right? Does it sound difficult? No right? I seriously fail to understand what caused the outburst from my sis... she just started talking loudly, and went on to shouting about how troublesome it is, and how stupid my mum is about not knowing how to install stuff, and why if she doesn't know, doesn't she wanna go and LEARN how to... *lost* If you can find a glimmer of light in this chaos, please enlighten me...

Anyways, my dad was in the room all this while, and obviously, when he heard the commotion, he got frustrated and came out & started scolding too. Scold scold scold scold, in the end, he said he's gonna buy another printer... like, what for?! Wah piang eh... *shakes head*

What totally boggles me, what blew me off, was just before that, we all had a nice Japanese dinner at Raffles Town Club. So happy, talk talk talk, walk walk walk, eat, drink... like a happy family like that. I am totally unable to comprehend this... this... flip of moods or anger or whatever you might call it.

Obviously, a war at home couldn't leave me unaffected. So I guess that was why I became "quiet and grouchy"... I'm really sorry. Plus, I can't be saying whatever I wanna say to you in front of them right? I really need to be alone next time...

*sigh*

Had another few songs initially... but this post isn't the right mood to have songs... except, maybe those angsty songs... which I don't have... much...

G'night... =(

Love me if you dare... 23:42
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