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Thursday, November 08, 2007

Red as a lobster

What started out to be a gloomy day quickly turned into a great day filled with fun, sun, sand, sea, toddlers, prata and spilled curry... plus free food and drinks, courtesy of Uncle Lian Fa! Wa-a-ay... =)

Though I had expected more people to turn up, only Shawn & family, Bingjun, myself, Anqi, and later on, Simin. But that was good enough. Haha! We built little blocks of sand using tiny pails and used jelly cups and other containers. I built a volcano with a shaft as deep as my arm, or more... but lacking models of any sort to make the scene more complete, I added roots as trees, grasses as... well, grasses. And stones as villages. Heh... pity I didn't have a picture of it...

Anyways, all of us were under the sun for quite some time, and Shawn & myself were quite badly burnt... haha! Simin turned pretty red too, and little Phi had a cross on her back because of her tiny bikini top. Haha! And I just found out today that Bingjun missed a part of his back while applying sunblock, so he's hurting too. Hahaha!

Speaking of hurting, today, work was a torture. Though I wouldn't say that it's agonizing, the pain is still pretty sharp, and I become quite cautious of how I move and where I'm moving... hence, no way am I gonna do OT tomorrow... I'll stay at home, topless...

Which brings me to wonder if I should go xiaozu anot. To be honest, I don't really feel like going. I don't find that it stimulates my mind enough... and I feel some of those who attend are like, don't really care what's going on, and there's no respect for elders... The impression I get is that they're there because everyone else is there (not that there're alot of "everyone" lah), and they're just wanting to have fun and dinner... Am I wrong?

*sigh*

I have some songs I heard throughout the past week that reminded me of different people. But right now, I'm too lazy to look for the lyrics, add in the punctuation marks and copy and paste in here... perhaps I gotta have the mood for posting songs...

And did I mention how demoralized I get when there hasn't been any reply from Professor Scott O'Neill? I feel like I'm not meant to go back to Brisbane to work... Although I say I leave it in GOD's hands to open and close doors to show me where HE wants me to serve, I know deep in me, I'm still a rebel. I want Brisbane for various reasons, most of which do not encompass GOD in any way. I guess that's why HE's not letting me there eh? *sigh*

I like sighing... it gives me a sense of... relief? Of... rest? I dunno.

*sigh*

Love me if you dare... 23:17
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