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As of September 2008,
in descending order of obtainability and desirability:
1. A dSLR... Nikon or Pentax?
2. A dry cabinet for my expanding camera collection
3. A super fast prime lens
4. A dual-suspension, disc-brake mountainbike
5. A compact camera with manual functionality
6. A Blu-ray laser
7. A Medium Format camera
*poof*
Wednesday, December 19, 2007
I Understand
I understand now...
I understand now that when you've made a mistake, you can never ever make amends.
I understand now that when you've made a mistake, you should never ever go back to where you made it.
I understand now that whatever I feel, nobody will ever understand.
I understand now that it doesn't matter nobody knows how I feel because nobody can do anything about it anyway.
I understand now that I need to be more cruel after being cruel.
I understand now that I need to leave.
Yet, after I've created havoc in another haven, how can I go back there to face the people there?
Do I have to find another place?
Do I need to make new friends again?
Do I have to scour the land to look for a place that's willing to accept me, and me willing to accept them?
I guess I do, don't I?
I have never ever blocked anyone before. But I think I should now... I'm sorry, I really think it's best for you. I've even deleted your phone numbers and your details in my phone. You should do the same too. Even if it means that sometime in the future you get over it and you wanna keep in touch again, don't.
I suppose the only avenue to me is this here blog... and yours is the only avenue to you... at least until u decide to change address again...
*sigh*
I wish I had Job's faithfulness and thankfulness...
Love me
if you
dare...
00:16
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