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As of September 2008,
in descending order of obtainability and desirability:
1. A dSLR... Nikon or Pentax?
2. A dry cabinet for my expanding camera collection
3. A super fast prime lens
4. A dual-suspension, disc-brake mountainbike
5. A compact camera with manual functionality
6. A Blu-ray laser
7. A Medium Format camera
*poof*
Sunday, January 13, 2008
Sucks to be me...
I just can't do anything right can I?
Whatever I intended to do never comes to happen.
Whatever I want to do never gets planned.
Whatever I hope for always gets dashed.
I'm just such a lousy kind of person. Yes, I am. Don't bother to try and make me feel better. I won't. Even if I look like I do, deep down inside, I know what kind of person I am and nobody knows it better than myself, so don't tell me what I'm not and all that kind of crap.
So here I am taking a super long time to get down to doing something. Maybe I'm a perfectionist. I dunno. I guess in some ways I am. So the perfect moment never comes... or just gets swept away in a hurricane of things on New Year's Day, and I left you dangling for months and months. I'm sorry. I know a "sorry" is not enough but that's the best I can offer right now, in this stupid webspace. I'll do something about it. I'll be content with a second rate proposal.
So much for romance and being sweet and making you the happiest girl on earth. What am I? Living in a fairytale? Eh, bloody clown, time to wake up ok? There are people waiting for you to start a real life in the real world... Go live your dreams in dreamland where they belong.
Sheesh... I'm even starting to talk to myself. Losing my mind, I see... Well, I'm losing my life, losing my friends, losing my loved ones too... might as well lose my mind too. *shrugs*
Screw life...
Love me
if you
dare...
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