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As of September 2008,
in descending order of obtainability and desirability:

1. A dSLR... Nikon or Pentax?
2. A dry cabinet for my expanding camera collection
3. A super fast prime lens
4. A dual-suspension, disc-brake mountainbike
5. A compact camera with manual functionality
6. A Blu-ray laser
7. A Medium Format camera

*poof*
Friday, April 25, 2008

Haunting...

This morning, there was a joke in office... something about being torn between 2 lovers... torn in a sarcastic sense, of course.

Nevertheless, that brought an oldie to mind... a really nice, yet really sad song by Mary MacGregor... Over the next few hours, that song kept itself playing over and over again, like a broken record in my head. Then in a moment of... enlightenment, the lyrics came razor-sharp into focus, the parallel with my past one year ago cutting into my being...

"There are times when a woman has to say what's on her mind,
Even though she knows how much it's gonna hurt.
Before I say another word let me tell you, I love you.
Let me hold you close and say these words as gently as I can.

There's been another man that I've needed and I've loved,
But that doesn't mean I love you less.
And he knows he can't possess me and he knows he never will,
There's just this empty place inside of me that only he can fill.

Torn between two lovers, feelin' like a fool,
Lovin' both of you is breakin' all the rules.
Torn between two lovers, feelin' like a fool,
Lovin' you both is breakin' all the rules.

You mustn't think you've failed me
Just because there's someone else.
You were the first real love I ever had.
And all the things I ever said,
I swear they still are true,
For no one else can have the part of me I gave to you.

I couldn't really blame you if you turned and walked away,
But with everything I feel inside, I'm asking you to stay."

-Mary MacGregor: Torn Between Two Lovers


I don't think I have forgiven myself...


I'm sorry.

Love me if you dare... 11:13
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