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As of September 2008,
in descending order of obtainability and desirability:
1. A dSLR... Nikon or Pentax?
2. A dry cabinet for my expanding camera collection
3. A super fast prime lens
4. A dual-suspension, disc-brake mountainbike
5. A compact camera with manual functionality
6. A Blu-ray laser
7. A Medium Format camera
*poof*
Sunday, May 18, 2008
Drifted...
Everything has become tasteless. I'm only eating because it's what sustains me.
I'm missing you so much you know? And I really do understand that you have your own life and got your things to do. What with assignments and studying and OCF and netball... I know it's because of those things that you always come back late. And because I care for you, I don't want you to sleep too late either, so I always decline talking to you like we used to. I know you don't mind staying up later to talk to me, coz I wouldn't either. But... hai... I don't want you to be sleepy or tired or not be able to concentrate the next day just because you stayed up late to talk to me.
And truth be told that I'm abit uncomfortable that you're getting so close to Charles. But nevertheless, I don't want to restrict your circle of friends. You already feel that you don't have any friends, like real friends. If I were to say I'm uncomfortable, I'm very sure that you will greatly reduce your hanging out with him and the rest, which would in turn cause you to be even more depressed, which wouldn't help matters at all.
Like I mentioned in the last post, I really feel more and more apprehensive about going back. So many new people, all of whom everyone is close to now because of netball. I'll definitely definitely be like an outcast. Trust me. And then, maybe those 3 months will be like torture to me. I don't wanna spoil things for you... really... I don't want you to be tied down, much as you'd say it's not.
ARGH!!!!!!!!!! THIS IS SO FRUSTRATING!!!
Shit! Bloody lump of squishy smelly shit! My LIFE is shit now... wah lau... I'll have you know I really really wanna say something vulgar now... AH-H-H-H!!!! *slams tables and laptops and plasma TV*
I shall not blog about this anymore... at least not today.
Bye.
Love me
if you
dare...
20:23
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