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Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Poo... =(

It feels very much like talking to me nightly doesn't seem so important anymore... because you've got Charles and the others with you. *sigh*

Yes, I'm really jealous. Yet I do not want you to stop or lessen your interaction with them (him) significantly. I know you feel insecure as it is already... what with you thinking you have no friends or close friends, I do not want you to cut off from anyone. I'm happy that you've found a niche... a group of friends, whether close or not, that you can hang out with and have fun together. Really... I really am happy for you. And I'm glad that you've got these bunch of people to make life in Brisbane a fun and memorable time. Believe me when I say that k?

Charles is a nice guy, I know. And I know you can clique really well with him... and you enjoy talking to him, and can even talk to him through the night. And I know there's nothing going on between the 2 of you... that's why I'm not saying anything to you. I want to trust you to not question you and your actions. I'm sorry, once again, for keeping this to myself...

"We're caught in a trap.
I can't walk out,
Because I love you too much baby.

Why can't you see
What you're doing to me,
When you don't believe a word I say?

We can't go on together
With suspicious minds.
And we can't build our dreams
On suspicious minds.

So, if an old friend I know
Drops by to say hello,
Would I still see suspicion in your eyes?

Here we go again,
Asking where I've been.
You can't see these tears are real,
I'm crying?

Oh, let our love survive,
Or dry the tears from your eyes.
Let's don't let a good thing die.

When honey, you know,
I've never lied to you.
Mmm yeah, yeah."

-Elvis Presley: Suspicious Minds

Elvis said it spot on. We can't build our dreams on suspicious minds... More so, we can't go on together with suspicious minds. There's another song he sang that says why...

"Every time you kiss me I'm still not certain that you love me,
Every time you hold me I'm still not certain that you care
Though you keep on saying you really, really, really love me
Do you speak the same words to someone else when I'm not there.

Suspicion torments my heart,
Suspicion keeps us apart,
Suspicion why torture me.

Every time you call me and tell me we should meet tomorrow
I can't help but think that you're meeting someone else tonight,
[ Find more Lyrics at www.mp3lyrics.org/aYx ]
Why should our romance just keep on causing me such sorrow?
Why am I so doubtful whenever you're out of sight?

Suspicion torments my heart,
Suspicion keeps us apart,
Suspicion why torture me.

Darling, if you love me, I beg you wait a little longer,
Wait until I drive all these foolish fears out of my mind,
How I hope and pray that our love will keep on growing stronger,
Maybe I'm suspicious 'cause true love is so hard to find.

Suspicion torments my heart,
Suspicion keeps us apart,
Suspicion why torture me."

-Elvis Presley: Suspicion

So no... I'm not gonna start imagining things. And sometimes, I just wanna be by myself and think of other things that won't make me start to think of the possibilities between u and someone else other than me.

This is just a phase... I'll get over it...

Really, I will...

Love me if you dare... 22:26
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