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As of September 2008,
in descending order of obtainability and desirability:

1. A dSLR... Nikon or Pentax?
2. A dry cabinet for my expanding camera collection
3. A super fast prime lens
4. A dual-suspension, disc-brake mountainbike
5. A compact camera with manual functionality
6. A Blu-ray laser
7. A Medium Format camera


*poof*
Sunday, September 07, 2008

*sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh*

Y'know what? This doesn't even feel like a relationship. Not the boy-girl kind of relationship, at least.

*sigh*

Am I just another burden in your life, stopping you from enjoying total freedom down under? A burden that you always take a break from during your weekends? Coz that's what it's like the past month or so... I never get to talk to you on the weekends. There's always someone staying over. Ok, so it's not always that you're the one not available. Sometimes (rare though) I'm out and can't get back early enough to chat with you. But like you, or unlike you, I'm trying to get out more and be more alive!

Y'know what? I'm not gonna hang around online, waiting for you to come on anymore. If you can live life the way you like it, so can I. I have no priority in your life, so it seems. Well, playing a tit-for-tat game, you're losing yours in mine. I'm just gonna go ahead and plan my days without you in it. Maybe an occasional Skyping session here and there, but that's all.

Yup! I'm gonna be hanging out alot more now. Saving money to fly over has become 2nd priority, since I really don't wanna be there and feel awkward for 3 months.

Just had a short chat with you. Once again, he's staying over... well, that means no talking again. At this rate, we'll just break up sooner or later.

Anyways, as I was saying, my priority now is to spend my money on things that I enjoy. Even useless things... yep. That's what I'm gonna do. That 50mm f1.2 is so mine... $500 or not, it'll be mine soon.

I'm even looking at a dSLR now... ha!



I hate my life..

Love me if you dare... 21:24
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