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As of September 2008,
in descending order of obtainability and desirability:
1. A dSLR... Nikon or Pentax?
2. A dry cabinet for my expanding camera collection
3. A super fast prime lens
4. A dual-suspension, disc-brake mountainbike
5. A compact camera with manual functionality
6. A Blu-ray laser
7. A Medium Format camera
*poof*
Monday, September 04, 2006
Untalkable?
So it has come to this...
The silence tears my heart...
It tears me up to pieces.
You've had a long day... you need your rest, dear.
Or are you just tired of me? Tired of my constant excuses, my seemingly fake claims of affection. Suddenly the world becomes of disinterest to me. I am only concerned about what you think. About what you feel.
I hate to hurt people. I especially hate to hurt you. And if I am, tell me how I can end this regime? Anything, I'll do it. Even if it hurts me, I'm serious. Even if it changes my life, as long as I'm not hurting you, as long as you're minimally happy, I'll very very gladly do what it is that you ask. If you think it's selfish to ask something of me, then isn't it selfish of me to keep inflicting this pain on you? This draggy misery that you've endured for too long...
My tears well up, but the sharp tearing inside me pulls back these would-be streams so they never have the chance to meander their way down my contorted face. I must look hideous. That's why I try my best to hold back the dams. How can I show a tear-strewn face to my housemates? If I do, they'd ask what's wrong. Then what do I say? I'd be lost. Because I don't really know myself either!
So what's wrong? What is wrong?
Silence...
Why don't you confide in me? =::(
Love me
if you
dare...
23:13
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